So, it has been awhile since i have wrote . I think it becomes harder as life happens to find time or to sit , I am not a very fast typer.

Life has been rough lately. Mike lost his job, the car broke down, money has been tight, Niko has been going through tantrums and I've been depressed. I feel like my passion for birth is dying too. It once grew deep and, now...well, i don't know.