Fear in childbirth.

Date Night!!

Wow! Me and Michael just got back from a date. we went to the movies, saw the movie Hangover. We decided the idea last minute. I called up my saving grace Tammie across the street to see if she wanted to watch Niko,and she did.

Well , first the movies are EXPENSIVE! Maybe I am cheap or old (I highly doubt that) or may because i have only see 3 movies in a theater in 2years .....but , after two tickets a soda and a popcorn we spent 35 dollars. Ouch!

the movie was great ! Hilarious actually ! We laughed very hard...but there was one thing that made us a bit uncomfortable. There is a baby that is left in a hotel room . The characters don't know what to do with him so they take him , accidentally hit him with a car door and put him into a car with no car seat. I know the it is a movie and the baby did not get hurt but, it was a bit awkward. I even think Michael was a bit more weirded out by it then i was.

But , as we left the movies and walked to our little car with the toys on the floor board and the car seat in the back that more then likely has gold fish stuck to it, we reached for each others hands in the damp wet night air. And then by my surprise, I felt it .....you know ,that spark . The spark that you feel when you are dating and every thing is so exciting . The feeling like you are falling in love . Hmmm...with early mornings,diapers, bathing babies, mountains of dishes and laundry, a teething child , school book to be read, bills to be paid , and working till 3am .....you forget. You forget you are in love . You forget that you are crazy for each other , that they drive you wild, make your heart skip when they walk into a room or melt your heart with a smile..

So, as a write this we share modest shots of tequila, and who knows where the night will lead....

the beginning

So, this is my blog .I promise to try to write and up date as much as I can. I have so much coming up. I am sure i will have lots to say.
so, here is was it going on now.... Niko, who is my son (17 months old) is on the verge of walking by him self . He has taken a few steps by him self but , still is a little scared. I am hoping he will walk freely soon because his little knees are so raw.


My amazing husband Michael is in a band who , as I type are in the garage practicing...very loudly. It can get quite annoying . He is awesome when he gets on stage, passion seeps out of him. It is as he is completely free up there.

We are going to my nephews B-day party today. 10 years old ! Time goes by so fast. My sister live in a really nice suburb the have this amazing little splash park that Niko loves. The last time we went he clawed till he had rubbed all the skin off his toes. If he would just walk ,hat would have not happend. He'll get there.:-)